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Chapter five Happy today will all like (1)

08:51, 5 November 2008 .. Link
  Chapter five Happy today will all like (1)   
Begin to write poems tall and erectly, because the ice likes bluely. Tall and erect to say know before the you, I know oneself still can write the poem, can also write article never. Mountain after tall and erect to write a lot beautiful poem very, and I, only like one of these to be called " ", no matter in where it will be I, can think, tall and erect to can wave pen painting, delineate one unexpected back mountain for me. It is too because this poem,it determine I, leave there aren't this. 
It is that one is good at the pessimistic person whose thinking and idealism get at heart to be tall and erect, not entering into his soul depths, you are unable to spy on, but he, refuse the walking close of anyone, exactly like the ice blue. 
Two persons with the same soul. The surface is optimistic, heart is loneliness and grief with no limits, nobody can be redeemed, nobody can be by understanding. Article heel tall and erect in the ice and blue is stuck: When there is people's life a lot of lonely and in privation, it is not the money, not the status, but nobody understands, does not have sympathetic response. As one lonely person who walk pick up, pick up a bag of gold among desert just, precious and useless gift. What should people's life done? 
What shouldn't people's life be done? 
Present the fear of dying while seeking survival, present in life correctly all ones that want are burnt greedily, this is a human nature. People and all animals do not have difference, in order to want to drive. Like if Polo honey, all last everything it can't say. If one of quicksand in the small body is big and desolate on the universe, but each other crowded sand is not integrative, so people are as disunited as nature. 
Since that time, I knew, he was an unhappy person too. 
Receive the tall and erect and handwritten letter, because the ice likes bluely. Free and easy word, suffused with black fragrant letter paper in a outdated one very. Hold tall and erect one each time there aren't the letters,on the heart can warmth a burst of, though, will reveal the tired looks of one once in a while between lines. 
Begin to write poems tall and erectly, because the ice likes bluely. Tall and erect to say know before the you, I know oneself still can write the poem, can also write article never. Mountain after tall and erect to write a lot beautiful poem very, and I, only like one of these to be called " ", no matter in where it will be I, can think, tall and erect to can wave pen painting, delineate one unexpected back mountain for me. It is too because poem,it determine I, leave there aren't this. 
Back mountain last several day on carelessly spend until a green a little some that meet the eye on every side is the too sleepy to see wind not blown set up shadow to wave flower pen the paintings promise some fluffy to remember by there one for It draw you the next the pieces after mountain moon until autumn feel by water and intelligently lookses noble and unsullied and how Huairen be play the zither happy to stay there aren't piece at here at one hundred people which cut firewood in bird Light mountain shadow cat until evil spirit is unmanned chirp weep there aren't wind to open underlings The ice while having is blue that a pile of prairie fire has not begun cigarettes to die outside the mountain image, you can give up you now all for one man. 
Bei Bei, there everything again, but he has only one. 
Evil in you, the ice is blue, don't forget, he has a room. 
But they have already lived apart, there is no love between them. 
Can you believe the man's words too? Especially the crafty scoundrel, you remember one can cast aside people of husband and wife of the first marriage can cast aside you too, Bei Bei is full of angry. 
No, no, and he is not old, it is not the fox. My anger one. As to tall and erect trust, I have never wavered. 
The ice is blue, you cross age which play such emotional game, accept hands. The tone of Bei Bei is put softly, is it clever and wise and farsighted that whom you appreciated is he? If wise man really, how can make loud gambling money prepay the unknown so, moreover you are not the virtuous wife and good mother's material, the ice and snow is clever that lose you and brag yet, this point does not think completely, it is really one pig's head. Do you know what calls the husband and wife of the first marriage? Don't think that it is so easy to seize every opportunity. 
Bei Bei, I have not played games, you know, my heart has already died, who brings it back to life, whose it belongs to. Other, I do not mind. 
You will regret, it stays with small soldier to be pieces of tragedy, that you both suffer losses at least, at least in the middle of the you love, now, you moth, fire lie in that kind stimulus that follow, do not just mind burning and loving dearly you. 
I get rid of and call, do not dispute with Bei Bei again. Walk out on oneself on the big soft bed, quickly, I will leave here, will leave this big bed that I like, leave all already known well here, leave Bei Bei. 
I can't bear. 
Bei Bei is curling up in the sofa, plays the part of oneself an injured fawn, extremely unhappy, see I am meeting rudeness with a flattering smile, pass on and throw it away to a cushion of mine, you drop dead, no one manages death! Thing not knowing good from bad. 
Assume the air of an amah's tone. 
Bei Bei is my only relative, I know, she is from loving dearly me at heart. 
In the evening, listen to Liang JingRu's " courage " again and again - -Make this piece how others say I pay no attention to decision at last so long as you affirming I willing the ends of the earth go with you the same too   

Chapter four Meeting by chance on the plateau (2)

08:51, 5 November 2008 .. Link
Chapter four Meeting by chance on the plateau (2)   
Early in the morning, I wrote down two sentences on the wall without bar the next day. 
Feel sad with the coming of autumn swallow Zhao 
A simple and unadorned a pottery 
Get back to city, I begin, write ceaselessly, write, show him, this piece can read I characters ground floor man of voice. Unless think I, it is the willing to leave,is it too because this,because of concern of him, I have impulse written, this is unprecedented. Because should prove oneself is the woman of a clever talented feeling, diligent constantly, let him appreciate, lets him the proud tone when mentioning this blue name of ice. 
The ice is blue, where did you went in these days? I concern about very much.
Get back to city, I begin, write ceaselessly, write, show him, this piece can read I characters ground floor man of voice. Unless think I, it is the willing to leave,is it too because this,because of concern of him, I have impulse written, this is unprecedented. Because should prove oneself is the woman of a clever talented feeling, diligent constantly, let him appreciate, lets him the proud tone when mentioning this blue name of ice. 
The ice is blue, where did you went in these days? I concern about very much. There is a copy of care in tall and erect tone, though is only the characters, can feel. 
I meet a woman in Lijiang, let me think that is very familiar with, there are illusions once in a while, that is you. 
How? What is she? 
Not very beautiful, but there is sharp expression in one's eyes. A very intelligent woman. 
I smile, there are the flowers open in the bottom of heart secretly. 
Among this world,how much destine,unless how much 's samsara it be, know I, will certainly happen for something, sure. 
Remembers that went to travel with Bei Bei, met a Taoist priest, the bone of celestial tunnel on the way a lot of years ago, it is raining, some nips in the air, he leaves still, the dress has been already wet, because go the same way and go down the hill, pass an umbrella, have not connected the umbrella experiencedly, but one sentence, the child, it is bitter that you bear too much one, there will be bitter more one in the future. 
Heart shy, I to believe life, baffled to move, question. 
Say experiencedly, does not get married without becoming the theory, silly swimming skills of people are like leaving the flower. If ask you kindness must be efficient, to the end if the square county magistrate is rough. 
What does it mean? 
Needn't be serious, needn't be serious. Sigh experiencedly, sped up one's step, disappeared in an instant. 
Fog of mountain of cloud. 
Later, specially went to look for an immortal to tell one's fortune. 
He says, you bind canopy, it is empress' life when ancient, does not worry for all one's life that eat and drink to dress, but the emotional way is really rugged, person that you love and person of you of love have yourself who will all be painful, messy and messy, it is constant to cut, it is still messy to pay attention to. 
The immortal lets me write down five words conveniently. 
I write down conveniently: Don't ask who I am. 
A haphazard picture on paper of immortal, then say, in you should be involved in the trigonometry and longed for this life, and will act as the other person. 
I despise, how can is it? 
Dissolve? 
At all impossible, where come on to dissolve? 
Too self-confident. Predestined inexorable doom, can not escape, only bear. 
Come to my city tall and erectly, has not made one sound of greetings, downstairs of the company, meet unexpectedly. 
The ice is blue, I know it will be you. 
Hurry and confusion in a flash. Very fast and calm. I am an evil spirit, how the evil spirit can be flurried. 
Smile. 
You have come. 
No matter Cheng or by the way, if I know, I am tall and erect and sure to sow first in my life specially, since seeing him at the first sight, sometimes, people's intuition is very wonderful. Not acquainted with each other, can produce reaction just at one glance. 
Lead my hand tall and erectly, seem that should be like this, I did not resist either unexpectedly, I did not believe the previous existence, but unable to explain this kind is familiar with, even breath is familiar with. 
Lead me tall and erectly as father, will suddenly kiss my forehead and cheek childishly too. I feel I look like piece child that spoil, shameless to act like a child, let tall and erect to give a piggyback I move under public. With small soldier, tenseness and stimulation is disagreement and suspicion not stopped forever, and mutual injury that two hedgehogs interdepend the samely, and tall and erect, give me a fatherly feeling, tolerant, trust, not lonely to in fact feel oneself for the first time; It is all right for someone to cut to your inner world so profoundly. 
Have stay in my city for three days tall and erectly, has gained me in another strange two years in city. 
Three day, and tall and erect together happy a three day most, like two child being general. 
Once in a while, will also present the small soldier in the dream. 
Say tall and erectly, the ice is blue, you are unhappy, there is too much sorrow in your eyes. 
Tall and erect, I was a happy and carefree child too originally, beautiful and self-confident. 
I will stay up every day, it is very late very late, sometimes catch the manuscript for the company, sometimes write the one's own thing, sometimes, can not only fall asleep. Do not want me to stay up tall and erectly, say that will be fast old in this way. He says that can't writing down me with one's own camera, he will be unreconciled to in the most beautiful one quarter, he say he envy that piece take I best fellow of time away. Ache in the heart tearing. 
The ice is blue, give me two years, let me handle the thing of the family well, let me teach children the thing that he should know, I neither can give you any commitment know what kind of results there will be two years later, nor, however, please give me two years. 
OK, tall and erect, so long as you say, I wait. 
Thought my heart had died at this point, since you can be redeemed, then I wished to die once again for you. 
The ice is blue, in any case, I want you to live happily. 
OK, I can. As you know, I will not refuse your requirement. 
Yes, I am very obedient in front of being tall and erect, I did not quarrel, did not lose the temper, did not have any bad habits, does not hide on purpose, but not have, he brings the calmness of heart to me. Sometimes I want to find fault to quarrel with him very much, but can not do, can not find either. It's so, Bei Bei is said, this is not love.   

Chapter three Love (2) in the shade

08:50, 5 November 2008 .. Link
Chapter three Love (2) in the shade   
I have a lovely daughter. 
There are no languages immediately, I have hoped to save me tall and erectly, spoke such as Bei Bei, forgot with the love, but   
Then you are some far to me, I am not interested in the married man. You are not still really a fuel-efficient light. 
Wonder why oneself can not lay a few words in this way obediently, but tall and erect, nothing is said. I break   
Some things, used to and can not get rid of as the drugs, I see and leave a message every day, see whether to be here tall and erectly. Never want to have something and happen, he can just bring to me quietly, a kind of feeling that I am extremely sentimentally attached to. Sometimes I think it tall and erect it is like a relative to me even more, can enter into my world from the thought. He will never ask me as small soldier, will you be thinking on earth what it is? 
It is lonely for flower not to in bloom, even if someone watch, if someone can hear flower song turn on, that is different. 
The ice is blue, give me your telephone. 
No. 
Say for five minutes. 
Then I am obsessed with the tall and erect sound, the quiet sound of that kind of gentle disposition. 
Bei Bei is said, you seem to change a lot in these days. 
What is this? Know well that there are tigers there, go deep into the mountains. 
I, to saying tall and erectly, promise me a thing, we must not meet, there are some things, it is unsuitable to air under the sunshine. 
Say tall and erectly, I know. 
Why will you be on the net every day? Accompany wife and children, OK? 
Like a lot of men, is a clumsy answer too, snigger in the heart, why each man does not think one's own wife understand oneself, even if how enter the door marriage its originally. 
In fact she is a very good woman, god son of the of looks, good-natured, just we have too few common languages, she can always splash the next basin of cold water to you in time when being the most appropriate. 
So you seek the common language in fictitious world right away? Mine is unkind to often appear. 
In this way attention is one hundred men transferring to it of fine and smooth tenderness, should born to let down the woman's. 
It like piece it last all son the Huang Ti of one hundreds by,love by economies financial, fond of there aren't calligraphy and painting and man not collect. 
I say, let's get married. Then we have held the wedding on the net, have also raised a little boy. I want, work, make money, give child buy milk power tidy up room is sometimes busy to begin, shed tears right away every day. In the past, raised a kitten on Wenquxing with the little soldiers, all came to raise out the emotion, mother's father's oneself is beautiful there every day, opened Wenquxing at last one day in result, find the kitten runs away from home, the reason is that I do not bath it, the small soldier can admire eight forks seven times nearby, this conscienceless thing, did not raise cats from then on. 
Once become the habit, it is very difficult to give up, quite unexpected. Have become a part in my life tall and erectly, is hard to tell what kind of emotions there will be to him, but disappear on the first, the heart is free. I begin the exercise calligraphy, and read the tall and erect reading note that wrote down on the net, have fully satisfied my laziness. Sometimes I think, my teacher of as if Zhuo Zhen, he lets me begin to think deeply in life. Such a person is what I look up, because of his sagacity. 
Said tall and erectly, you were the cleverest girl who I saw, and did not say talent, only thought, inferior to vertically. Speak with you, I want to use one's head. 
The compliment like this, benefit from very much. 
But too tall and erect to go wrong, clever people all treasure the feeling well-matched in a contest very much. 
I apt agitated person, and thinking confused, I should say it is, thinking person who jump very much better a bit, the person who have one's ideas straightened out while meeting and doddering and chatting like an old woman or not, the internal heat is fled arbitrarily. With speaking tall and erectly, feel smooth all over the body, it is the challenge, is also enjoyment. In the words of Bei Bei, the fellow whose your number treated people ruthlessly and cruely, even scold excellently to scold people, the ones that did not have one's ideas straightened out thought yet you were praising him, it was enough to decrease. 
I talk about Bei Bei, you mustn't include oneself in the root in a positive group of red seedling, it is acerbic that the theory arises, who is your rival? 
Bei Bei is so proud that the spray is messy and quiver. 
I cohabit in Bei Bei at that time, have no secret to let to draw go to eat and drink. I yearn for on network all day long, but Bei to listen to song think video disc ceaselessly in Bei. Bei Bei say I entice good house house husband on the net all day, I say she facing toward handsome boy of video disc Italy excessive all day long. But we two have one common hobby, dress up gaudily dressed smoke look at charming to mix to the bar to listen to the song doing often, it is actually a shop sign to listen to the song, go to see the handsome boy mainly, have a look, two have master without thief's gallbladder of evil designs. 
Since separated form small soldier, it is so happy not to have again. Bei Bei is said, the ice is blue, I think of you who are original. 
I cherish the memory of too. 
Bei Bei is said, the ice is blue, you can't go on like this any more, we ask for leave, go to Lijiang, go to Merret. 
Merret is the lover's mountain, Bei Bei, are not you really married? Go with me. Bei Bei once said, would go to Merret with the favourite, will go to that to belong to the lover's Athos. 
Eh, accompany you to be still not all right, does not go going. That is that one forgets the grieved treasured place of sorrow treatment. 
After so many years past, with after the open departure Su, Bei Bei heart such as stagnant water. All of us are persons who is good at hiding very much, can see mutual pain of injury each other only. 
I often read Bei Bei silently in the heart, I am sorry. I was less than 1/10 of hers to Su Yang's emotion at all originally.   

Chapter three Love (1) in the shade

08:50, 5 November 2008 .. Link
 Chapter three Love (1) in the shade   
Said tall and erectly, you were the cleverest girl who I saw, and did not say talent, only thought, inferior to vertically. Speak with you, I want to use one's head. 
The compliment like this, benefit from very much. 
But too tall and erect to go wrong, clever people all treasure the feeling well-matched in a contest very much. 
Still look at my characters tall and erectly conscientiously, leave a message conscientiously. 
Once in a while, I will run into he, the frog of a green head on QQ. 
He says, the ice is blue, your characters have too deep potentiality, just you do not show it easily. And you pieces of idealism and emotional in nature child too, destine, take, injure constantly. 
I know that begin to read my characters and originate from that " teapot woman " tall and erectly. I say, tall and erect, do you believe? This article was finished in the toilet at midnight by me, it seems that really there is very great disparity in ideal and reality. 
Recite the whole page " teapot woman " tall and erectly, came to like the red stoneware pot from then on. 
Always think, the woman can be compared to the teapot, have filled for a long time fragrantly. It is long to accompany, needn't put tea, only need to open the pot to cover, there is the one that is familiar with that spread lightly and fragrantly. The people who love the pots all know, the pot uses having effection, although is old and old, it is but unwilling to lose, only old and old, have just really understood the temper of one's own drink tea, not after all the new pot can be replaced. Just, the teapot has different destiny of teapots too. 
There are teapots of a kind of bluish white porcelain, exquisitely carved all over, copying various types of patterns, is taking the conditions and customs like old Shanghai, but the pale sorrow at heart. Seem very beautiful, but not worth collecting, the tea bad smell steeped out is a bit more widowed, always think that can not warm up the stomach. The rich and powerful household does not consider worth doing and use, can not take out the ostentation and extravagance, has shown the pale sense slightly; The poor household will think that does not come practically as the enamel bowl; Understand people of tea really, can go, use naturally, look, fairly benefit from, this bad smell not steeping tea out really will come. Then, this kind of teapot can only hide and grieve one's own destiny in the quiet corner, or is ravaged in some restaurants by many batches of thick hands known how to treasure. 
As for the stainless steel teapot, or a enamel teapot, although there is not a sophisticated appeal of the teapot yet, can be regarded as the big teacup and open a pot mouth at most, but because the capacity is large, able to bear falling again, a lot of are admitted by a lot of people to save worry practically. From factory building to the office, by the chess bidge table in the large courtyard, there is collision sound that this kind of teapot jingles everywhere, anyway not afraid of knocking into, there is just much talking. Steep tea little perfume of tea that offer, this have how much people really know how that samples tea in the world? Can just quench one's thirst. 
Another kind of emerald agate, a bit more honourable, even if is only light extremely tasteless tea inside, it is not that people can enjoy usually. What's more this kind of pot is used for putting the wine in line, make tea and always raise inferiorly, icy, break up Wen Xiang to produce tea come. This kind of pot, can not escape from lonely destiny either finally, is regarded as and furnish at most, few people will go to really enjoy. 
The destiny of the glass teapot is sad and more dreary. Because is too fragile, because is too ice-cold, too thorough even more, so thorough that even bits of tea can be seen, it is even more that a lot of people are unwilling to go to touch. 
Say in fact, the best one can be regarded as that kind and quench the red stoneware teapot burnt out. Warm-heat evil, keep fragrant, warm heart, there are teapot due feel and glamour. Only this kind of teapot which understands tea, could steep tea which obtains the real sweet-smelling, only really understand the person of the drink tea too, just understand how to treasure such a pot. But teapot that reach a high degree like this in the world many really, have to hide arty people those in the family among them, only leave the destiny of the dust. 
Another kinds of thick mud teapot, surface seem lines to be very thick, it seems to be to afraid of, fall, open cover in fact, will find the intine of pot warm to slip like satin, tea offered to steep primitive and a simple and honest one fragrant. Just seem fast, not rare and famous and precious, will value on few people, mostly the broken destiny too. If not meet the real bosom friend, only love oneself. 
In fact, no matter what kind of pot it is, so long as meet the person who values one's own drinking is lucky, but, how much does the person really knowing how with the drink tea of pot in this world have? 
Say tall and erectly, you should be a woman going to pinch the pottery, there is such potentiality in temper. 
In the twinkling of an eye, my tears have flowed. Tall and erect to can read people to do me. Think my heart once, nobody could understand in lifetime. Does the small soldier often say catching my shoulder, the ice is blue, are you thinking on earth what it is? Why can not I enter forever? The first pain in the heart, little soldier, in fact I think of, think of nothing nothing, why do not you believe? 
I say, tall and erect, there is a little poem that I like very much, give to you. 
Feel sad with the coming of autumn swallow Zhao 
A simple and unadorned a pottery 
Handan of trials and hardship 
Ancient kiln of magnetic state 
Yellow hair is gentle and graceful 
Soul's dream hovers 
With a handful of big blue and green soil 
Melt you and me to burn 
Tide in Miyun 
It is suffused with the great wave to turn over 
I am thinking in Iraq in only size 
She can be there 
Facing toward me and smile at a distance 
Leave a red beans that inspirit the memory of the love 
It is not old to burn pottery of two feelings 
It is low to call out her 
Come in one's arms - -
I love you 
Love you like the pottery 
Say tall and erectly, you are just like a mirror of mine, is looking at you, it seems to see oneself a lot of years ago, feel and love sometimes. 
I say, tall and erect, do you have a girlfriend? In an instant, feel tall and erect and very near to the I, he lets me think oneself not lonely any more in most simple language.   

Chapter two Sad sunshine (4)

08:49, 5 November 2008 .. Link
 Chapter two Sad sunshine (4)   
Su Yang has brought a delicate and pretty boy, he says, this is my best friend, small boat. The small boat is a very sunny child, simple, candid, like smiling. 
Have drunk some small wine. I say, everybody unlocks and eats, the elder sister is the host to entertain. Elder sister's other things can not, will compile some ditties and defraud of tears and bank note, hey hey, worship? 
As a result, I have seen the sight that young boat appreciates. 
The fault, the fault, everything is messy. 
Yang Su go out, bring lots of roast meat come back, have wine have how do it meat. Bei Bei is as happy as a little candy person to sit at his side. I drink, and begin to speak the dirty word, play with oneself a ruffian with big mouth at the beginning. 
I saw the sight that Su Yang is amazed by by mistake. How about it, will not know, it is immortal's elder sister that you are blue for ice, but she is just a town layman. 
The wind in winter is a little cold, I vomited. Borrow wine spoil oneself is just strong to bear, fall down tears come, allow two people that me love see tears of me. 
Su Yang will hold me to go back. I smell his taste of the green grass on one's body, very easy to smell. If can be like this all one's life, I would rather not to wake up. I hear the sound that Bei Bei worries about. 
How does the thing turns into this sample. 
Can't raise one's head the next day and the all day. Ashamed and unbearable. In the evening, study individually in the room, Su Yang will come over. The ice is blue, is your car here? Borrow me. 
No. I say coldly. 
Owe money of roast meat at yesterday, want, go, have still, but too far. 
Oh. My head is not lifted either. 
Su goes away openly mocking. 
See again Bei Bei crown of the head crown of the head with run out behind north Su. It is said they two time take several, Bei Bei would rather accompany Su Yang together. I know, she will not feel tired in even farther way. 
Su Yang, am I very unnatural? Su Yang, not whether conditions and customs that it understand,but can't. 
The small boat begins to frequently invite me. He says, I like the ice blue. Tone is resolute and decisive. He says, Su Yang, you know, I come to like her to see her at the first sight, though she is plain, there is expression that shares can not be told, even if speak the dirty word, purity that I think her special. How should I go to chase her? 
Let's go to invite her, a bit braver. I do not know Su Yang will pain like me while saying this words. 
We begin to drift apart each other, Su Yang and I, left into two pieces of parallel at last. 
Bei Bei comes back to tell me she and those trifling things of Su Yang every day, then praise the small boat once carefully, say the happy form of the whole face while mentioning me in front of them of small boat. My heart grows sad and drearily. 
The small boat has made a false appearance, I take this opportunity to help too. It is smooth that the heart should die completely, it is happy that I want Bei Bei. 
Bei Bei and Su Yang walked at last together. I am sincere and glad. 
They are being the host to entertain that little boat is shouting, as a means of celebrating. Irritate they young couple drink, male genital Su block down Bei Bei all wine in turn. I look on, stand an outsider. Can't say anything, one is not careful, will shed tears soon. 
I have poured two cups. Bei Bei, you can't drink, use beverages. Su Yang, I wish it is formed forever concentrically that you live a long life together, the word that I go to school with the wedding adds to the fun. Empty a glass at one gulp, then, stare at Su Yang's eyes, Su Yang, to Bei Bei well, if you dare to be unfair to her, the girl's I have disabled you! Bei Bei laugh at a flower in next door. 
The ice is blue, Su Yang is looking at me, see in my eyes, others force me to drink, do you force me too? 
Su Yang, you drink others' wine, do not you that I offered drink? 
Su Yang empties a glass at one gulp. The wine hoping to drink to you and young boat early, he said, then staggered out. Bei Bei is coming with, he, she says, he has drunk too much. 
The small boat says, we have a drink. 
I have cast a look at him, vomit four words icily, I do not drink. 
In the dim light of night, I see Su Yang holding Bei Bei, kiss in the moonlight. 
Heart look like one fine rule Laszo, painful but enjoyable. 
Bei life of Bei full of more north Su, I visit and walk into the campus alone. A love, let me lose center of two pieces of life, everything becomes barren. 
The small boat often comes to look for me, some loneliness that I am happy too with him to divert oneself from loneliness or boredom, however, do not discuss the love. 
I will learn some situation of north Su in the mouth from him once in a while, I think, Su Yang really loves Bei Bei. 
You mustn't cry, we can't shed tears for a kindhearted decision. 
At the bar, the music is gentle, dispirited breath. The small boat sits by me. The ice is blue, except drink and write, can't you do some other things? 
I can't, only wine and word can let me forget some things. The farthest distance is not that I love you but you do not know in the world, but I love you, as you know, but we can't be in love. 
Perhaps distance and time are by indifferent all, it is Bei Bei, my Bei Bei, I can't be indifferent, you. 
Song overflows. 
Friendship or the love 
Left and right sides 
Think that should think for him for you 
Can't already free oneself in though love 
You pretending not to care 
How to face   
The small boat comes to take me by hand, has got out of the way, the ice is blue, do you dislike me at all? 
Small boat, I with you am unprecedented and happy, but that is not love. 
All of a sudden I have one's face covered with tears. 
The ice is blue, still easy Su's male genital? I shake in the heart. Think oneself afford to hide.   

Chapter two Sad sunshine (3)

08:49, 5 November 2008 .. Link
Chapter two Sad sunshine (3)   
Having finished doing in the test on the last door, it is extraordinarily fine, the sunshine in winter is warm, the leaves which cross the oriental plane tree are shed on the body. 
One suit go down to the floor easily, go home tomorrow. 
The floor gate, Su Yang stands there, the eyelashes glisten under the sunshine. 
Aphasia immediately, the alarm of three seconds. 
You, why is here? 
He has smiled, the smile is warm. 
Wait for you. Recently, OK? 
OK. 
Will go home tomorrow? 
Eh. 
Su Yang passes over a note, does not dare to look, hold it in the palm. The world turns over to fall in the front, loses thinking, lose languages too. 
Telephone of our family. He laughs too shily. I knew etc.. Then ran away. 
Saw that very high area having a few shy figures, the heart suddenly twitched, sad that sunshine is full of immediately. 
Bei Bei, only Bei Bei that the love can make her injured, been protecting my Bei Bei since childhood, she talks about Su YangShi a face with happily and the appearance longed for flash in the brain, I have bitten the lip, have not felt painful. 
Bei Bei and I are the highest person of material, say briefly, a layman, has fully demonstrated the clue that we two fawn on customs since childhood - -Worship wealth like life, seek a life of pleasure, all money spend on at food and clothing play with. We have a desire to make money too, besides a sum of many scholarships, when there is no money flower, we write the graceful and restrained characters, defraud of young boys and girls' tears, and the bank note in their wallet. Others are all hard seats to go home, we two have bought the berth without the least hesitation, the thing outside the body of wealth, comfortable, it is the absolute principle to be comfortable. 
Right, at the platform, meet north Su unexpected. The same car, Su Yang needs changing and continuing going up north in our city. Bei Bei draws me, lingers on and crowds with Su Yang's classmate's fellow villager together and plays card and chats the hard-seat coach all day, kill so that the life-and-death suffers a crushing defeat. I will not play card, sit silently aside. Su Yang says, come on, sits here, I teach you. 
No, Su Yang. I can see Bei Bei is absorbed in your sight. 
Bei Bei one's buttocks has sat over, Su Yang, please teach me. Looking at their figure side by side, so harmonious, well-matched pair, this's right. 
I have got back to the sleeper, am lying and spreading, does not bother to move. Tears no the consciousness has flowed. Their happiness is theirs, is it imprisoned that what with me? And I sentimental oneself can be seen only too. Have slept dimly. 
Wake up, body top cover overcoat of north Su, holds the overcoat in one's arms, I have smelt the taste of the green grass. 
Bei Bei sit at Su Yang's side, obedient look very, childish, I love slightly. 
The ice is blue, eat the root banana. Su Yang chooses a biggest one saying, shell well carefully, but has sent to the hands of Bei Bei. Then pick up one again. 
Su Yang, it is unnecessary, I do it by myself. 
Bei Bei washes me and laughs happily. 
In winter in the North, cold to the bone. The car makes one coldly and quiverly for a while, although is a typical northerner, really afraid of cold, the trick is always ice-cold, come over warmly too all night. 
Su Yang has carried the cap in the back of my overcoat on my head, such a small movement, I almost shed tears. And all of Bei Bei is seen in the eyes. I do not dare to see eyes of Bei Bei, she is so clever and sensitive a woman. 
This winter vacation is very long. I make telephone number of Yang Su thoroughly cooked to on heart, pick up phone hesitate, set free, shed also each time. 
On New Year's Eve, the buzz breaks out loudly. 
The ice is blue, Happy New Year! It is Bei Bei, does the girl say hurriedly, know Su Yang's telephone? I want to become the first person who wishes him to be happy in New Year. 
The bell at mid-night is beaten, the fireworks are particularly magnificent, my heart blows like fireworks too, getting lonely in these ten thousand days celebrated joyously. 
Love is originally so and sad. 
Whole winter, as give positive phone Su I. 
Before returning to school, I am ill, high fever is constant, the hospital living in two weeks. It is late to arrive school in eight days. 
In the classroom, look around, there is no Su Yang's shade, fell in the heart emptily. 
Bei Bei come on to give a dinner for mes evening. Wife, you disease, Su Yang disease too, whom you two make an appointment let me love? Bei Bei is delicate and angry. I bow, Su Yang, is he ill? 
The next day, Su Yang came, the heavy burden in mind fell at long last. When class is over, he has chased. 
Why not come until at yesterday? You are thin. He says. 
I have not spoken, smile. In fact, it was not today that you did not come, how to know me for one day ahead of time than you? It seems, you have me in the heart. Cruel comfort. 
Have seen Bei Bei? 
Not yet. 
She worries about you very much. 
The ice is blue, he wants to say anything, has resisted. Yes, do not say it is the best choice. Why let us enter the condition in a dilemma. 
We still study individually together. Bei Bei and I sit in both ends of the classroom, have one's own anxiety each. At 10 o'clock every night, before turning off the light in the classroom, Su Yang always stays in front of my desk for a moment, the ice is blue, Let's go. 
You walk first, I must read for a moment book. 
Su Yang, wait a moment for me. Then, I see pair of Bei Bei and Su YangCheng leave. 
My world begins to grow grass, always think that will lose two persons who I paid attention to most. In the dream, I run in wilderness that weeds overgrow alone, find direction, run hair. 
I take a large sum of payment for an article or book written again, Bei Bei let it's my treat. Then, I have invited Su Yang, and some friends who everybody is familiar with.   

Chapter one Meet again (3)

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Chapter one Meet again (3)   
Do I say, Bei Bei, don't talk about me, and you? 
We are all missing children, can see others' way, does not see one's own way clearly.   
     Chapter two Sad sunshine (1)   
Little lovely fox, he comes to like the color of the wheat field because of liking the little prince, and I, come to like the boring system engineering lesson because of coming to like a person. 
Bei Bei, the child growing up with me, we know from five years old, until graduating from university, have never separated. She was pitching the short braid of sheep's horn, stood in the corner, sang " the corner forgotten by the love " at that time, that is teaching beginners to my popular song, being destined is an early-maturing child. 
"Break children small, take money out! " Several little boys one of mine high have seized me before the sand drift. I seal and shut up the bag desperately, is looking at them fiercely, in the pocket is five fen that father gave at noon, can buy an ice-sucker and two fruit drops, to me, this is luxurious. The little boy seizes my collar, sharpen the little knife rest of the pencil on my neck, "hurry up! " I am struggling, say nothing, do all one can to protect one's own pocket. Ice ice-cold one shouting pain at the neck, I cry, bear from little me patiently and unbending child, my father says, when I come in this world, so quiet too. Just at this time, having leapt up a little girl from the corner suddenly, sheep's horn pigtail, very beautiful eyes, but hold two pieces of withy which has dipped in the excrement and urine in the hand, smoke towards those little boys arbitrarily in a period of time on one's body, still shouting in the mouth ceaselessly: "Careful of carefully, the Palestinian bar of the dung! " The little boy all covers the nose and escapes. The little girl runs, is wiping the blood mark of the neck for me with the little clean handkerchief. Then one that is in that summer in the afternoon, five year old I know six year old of Bei Beies, Bei Bei of the big eyes of that beautiful melon seed face. 
Bei Bei I to the younger sister, very much a special consideration, at that time as elder sister correctly, I stature little, bully always, utter a sound, and unbending sight see the other side with hate, there are not any other responses. If sight can kill, I think, the person opposite has already died lots and lots of times, up to now, my father has also said, don't see people with such an expression in one's eyes, but I, have already formed a habit, can turn sight into zero degree in the twinkling of an eye. At that time, Bei Bei always appeared to balance the person who bullies me, that little girl for me, export-oriented innately, and can not stand a bit being hurt and wronged, the ones that are beyond the control of any of receiving of mine are hurt and wronged. Such a woman with power is covering, want more smoothly than the ones that anticipated in my childhood. Regardless of the kindergarten or in the school, Bei Bei is always a princess bloated with pride, no one thinks highly of, what bowed one's head to superior might can be found everywhere too at her side, only to me, Bei Bei always follows one's advice, even if there is only an apple, she will let me eat first. Such a friend is the resentment feeling hatred that the previous existence forges is it possible that. Bei Bei was said, the girl, I must have owed you 0.1 kilograms of small wine last lifetime, this lifetime is coming to be returned, you do not still always appreciate the kindness, the little girl. 
Years are the blue and green rattan in the full wall, the digitalis is green and green and yellow in one year and one year. 
We begin to see Wang Guozhen, look at Xu Zhimo, look at Qiong Yao, see three mao. We like the same music, the same book, the same film, the same letter pen is scribbled. We read the mutual diary, and write down one's own comment on the other side's diary, even, we like the same boy. 
Stand on playground, see the boy that likes passing by, if the heart knocks into the deer, it causes a review to laugh and hope for each other, so small a worry, no one says, everyone knows. In the evening, lie in the same quilt muting and longing for each. 
Bei Bei is written with the beautiful characters, sings the beautiful song. We make an appointment with, test C heavy archaeological department, then all parts of the world go around, go, look for dinosaur egg and paramecium. The girls of Scorpio and Gemini, the star says, this is two constellations not easy to get along like the book. 
We have entered C big according to appointment, have not only studied the archaeological studies, the dream in that childhood, the insect as beautiful as one, is twined in the rosin, turns the amber in the heart. Bei Bei has been studied international trade, I have studied the management engineering. 
The universities and colleges of science and engineering, have flown into this butterfly beautiful of Bei Bei, so beautiful as to publicize blindingly. I am the cordate telosma under butterfly's body, yes, a kind of poisonous yellow flower, only opening at dark night. I am protecting oneself and Bei Bei with the venom, I say to oneself, the ice is blue, you must not injure Bei Bei, can't allow her to receive any wound either. Bei Bei is a eager to excel in whatever one does child, look strong, in fact fragile, the extreme often hoodwinked by flatter. It is typical and outwardly strong but inwardly weak that the words which use me are, and becoming more obvious. 
Pursuit of Bei Bei person is countless, everyone is treading on thin ice. 
Bei Bei say except you, other people general. I sigh for this and give birth to how not to become men, it seems it is a beauty beyond mathch loudly. Little kind you, Bei always oblique Ni one of me in Bei, exceedingly fascinating and charming. We two are just like glass, sleep together that except have a class, other time are like the shadow following the person, wear the beautiful clothes, put on airs and glue the eyeball on the playground, then show one and pay the posture that no one thinks highly of. 
Until meeting Su Yang. 
The inexorable doom exists in this world, God is fair, the happiness which he sees too much, always produce all sorts of disturbance. God come to save common people, he broadcast sowing difficulty and grief extensively just, let people grow up in tempering, then open the happy flower in grief. 
Right, where is the flower in bloom? 
Get out of the way! 
I am riding Bei that one of Bei when not having a broken donkey without bell of floodgate to wash from large slope of the school, the sweat has flowed and carried. Scold in the heart secretly, this dead Bei Bei! Bei Bei has changed and gone the climbing bicycle which I bought newly with her broken donkey, has gone with classmate's outing, and I, make a bad show on this boundless slope. 
Ah! Get out of the way quickly! ! ! 
Can't attend to fair maiden's posture and scream aloud it while calling arbitrarily, a durable boy bursts on obliquly, still holding a pile of books in the hand, seem that just came out from the library. Really carry!   

Chapter one Meet again (2)

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Chapter one Meet again (2)   
Xiao Cheng, is eyes one very big? What? Let me call you an elder sister? I heavy five student, 23 year old, graduate just, learn clinical medicine. 
I smile, I have already worked for four years, if did not come here, I will plan in the seat of honor of an advertising agency. 
Xiao Cheng's eyes one is bigger, say: You look, so young. 
I have really smiled, such compliment, can't help being unhappy. But to the back with already eminently and difficult and sulky throwing. 
Xiao Cheng old room outside the school rents the next attic, the oblique roof, glass skylight, in the evening, can see starry sky. 
Become there desolately, really shocked. This where one room of doctor, is artist's feeling in the room clearly. In bright gay color, the room has separated into two parts bamboo screen or curtain, inside is big low bed and enormous bookshelf, outside is an orange red jade green cushion, a lot of canvases with clearly demarcated color are hung on the wall. Set up easel and spread pen by the corner. 
Accepted theory Xiao, I like the canvas. 
Have not still really found out. 
Doctor and painter, all feel forced to talk about. I have seen Xiao Cheng's hands, long and thin and sane finger, found generality at last, this is a doctor's hand, and the artist's hands too. 
I talk about Xiao Cheng, I like Van Gogh's picture, that can not sell out having pity on the artist of a picture before death, it was a treasure unexpectedly behind, I liked so bright and beautiful a color lump, when please paint all over the sunflower for my room, how make people happy flower. 
Xiao Cheng says with a smile, OK. 
I watch eyes of him, Cheng Xiao, art family all have a few extreme or split, and what the doctor required is careful and rigorous, you are really an interesting child. 
Xiao Cheng pats on my head, explore slowly, I am a treasure too. 
Xiao Cheng can cook some good food once in a while, let me eat together, ones that live in are not far, distance of ten minutes. I can let him chat, go, play ball is with this child together too once in a while, very easy to forget unhappily. Yes, we have any reason that does not allow oneself happily. Sometimes I will lead to go shopping with desolate hand that become, I like that pair of hands, have small soldier's like that long and thin fingers and ice-cold temperature. 
Pay no attention to my trace tall and erectly, even make a telephone call to the family and can not find me, even at dead of night, do not also blame, it is all right that it is safe yet that just confirm me. I think, it is a person that can be jealous to be tall and erect, or, he does not mind me at all, or, he thinks again he there is jealous capital at all. Think about it, grow in the heart out and detest. Go around outside at midnight, or does not answer the call at all. 
I ask tall and erectly, do you really love me? Eh? You say! ! 
The tall and erect answer is forever, baby, don't be childish. 
He does not know this my grief of the telephone. I begin to understand the small soldier, understand his my love of suffocating of one layer of parcels originally. 
After leaving the small soldier, I no longer believe the love, the thing that then made unpredictable changes, I make all to to absorbed in, transfer the network to love. It is my another spiritual home, I lead off, I am happy, I am sad, only in the network, will find some inspiring feelings. Pour water and take place and stick and pat bricks ceaselessly, fight with people, what joy it is. 
I write a lot of characters, there are random notes that have stories, life of three mao type is realized, there is sensationalizing of auntie Qiong Yao too. At that time, did not make a living in one yard of words. Write, just because of thinking, just because that is an only route suitable for leading off. I have honourable work, high income, the thing that this ages there should be, do not only have that multicoloured poisonous weeds. Thought for a time, oneself will not be infected with the love again, this material desire society can not lift the noun of the head most. Remember we often swore in youth, believed forever at that time, ignore how far does it have such a question forever always. Perhaps the love is a kind of injury, is taking this kind of injury, people could learn to grow up. 
I play with the characters, it must listen to me manipulating, just as piecing together the building blocks as a child, taking the limitless fulfillment. Write, has not expected someone to understand. The people who read my characters are numerous, will see the message of all kinds every day, they speak characters of me too depressed, see people gasps for breath. And tall and erect, the careless one is passed by, one glances back, been destined a disaster that has no way to escape. Tall and erect in the money order receipt to be signed and returned to the sender seriously after each model of mine, my hardest scar in the heart of hearts of direct attack of words, hit pain warmly. 
Say tall and erectly, you are a child of a appearance with fragile strong heart, so sensitive as to arrive at heart. 
Said tall and erectly, I liked your article in the past, strong, clear, promising characters. 
Say tall and erectly, can there is no injury for ever. 
I say, tall and erect, you are wrong, I live very happily, very happy too, I write the melancholy characters, I do the frank thing. 
To the person without sense of safety, being seen through is a terrible thing. I had candid and happy and young appearance, once said to a friend oneself was a self-imposed and introversive person, he finishes hearing and laughs heartily, if you are introversive, we are not serious depression. Perhaps I am suitable for working as a performer. World this, Bei Bei know, my heart is already riddled with gaping wounds only. 
I am writing ceaselessly, after coming off duty, when fall asleep, steep a cup of dense black coffee, not drinking, is just smelling its taste, it lets me think that is familiar with, warm, let me think the young soldier is also at one's side. Then let the agony spread, and then load them in characters. 
Bei Bei is said, the ice is blue, you can't be like this, you should be happy, refuse the characters, should go out to play, you know, forget the painful best method is to make new agony, but forget a person's best method is to try to accept another person.   

The ice is blue

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The ice is blue, Scorpio woman. Kindhearted, unbending, sensitive, but affectionate. With reunion once again of Cheng Xiao, trigger their memory to university life, and she and tall and erect date when stays. From ice blue and talk when the tall and erect departure, draw blue dreary a childhood such as ice again and misfortune of family and with little emotion of soldier   
Ten years were so transient unexpectedly as to a woman. The ice calling himself evil spirit has lost everything bluely finally, love the person who she and she love after losing all. Perhaps it is originally like this to live, we never treasure the happiness around, persistent in the love dreamland that is sketched the contours of by oneself, while wanting to realize the truth, but it is already too late to discover      
Towards the publishing house of China  Publication              
Book review   
Play for " ten years " arbitrarily   
Old man of gentle / clear rock 
Whom " Dream of the Red Chamber " relieved of one's office Jia rain village make a sightseeing tour, pass a dilapidated temple accidentally, see the antithetical couplets of the gate, greatly highly praise, hope one: 
"Inside have whom pieces of somersaults come cannot know also probably. " 
Could only visit a deaf and dump old monk finally. 
Having turned over the somersault on the road to the love in arbitrary discussion, I have not known. Have the ice blue but turned over a great somersault in " ten years ", ache very much. 
The blue tragedy of ice can be predicted early, only I experience the ominous breath in chapter one, decadent with the absurdity wantonly that mixed with, like generality that is the online literature, but the characteristic even more. In fact the blue individual character of ice is not outstanding, is it a cat? Go around between the cities, catch the unreal love as being really like, find a warm nest to roll up for one night accidentally; Or an evil spirit again, clever and sensitive, insighting all attention and move of other people, but I always think the woman who is good at using the characters seems to have such a characteristic, but they may not necessarily run into tall and erect and running into a soldier small, running into Bei Bei and Xiao Chengly, then they will not have such ten years. 
Before the ten year, ice will certainly not expect one's own final result will like this while being blue, because a young girl liking to like illusion in characters, always place one's own future on the remote visiting of Provence while reciting a poem; Ten years later, the ice is blue will certainly understand too why one's own final result will be like this, because the really lacking the good person at one's side of her, it is a different number on the network to be tall and erect, Bei Bei is the sworn followers in the life, small soldier and Xiao Cheng, the love ice not once deep of any one is blue, she should be lucky, however, life has just opened a big joke for her. 
She actually could help each other when both are in humble circumstances with light soldier, keep all one's life with each other, can with desolate to succeed charming and touching too, the old age spends the remaining years till death, but these two men have left the ice blue finally, the sad one is, reason that they say good-bye just one misunderstanding actually, or one helplessness right cross left. One application woman of characters that is can skilled, exactly because the sensitive fragile heart, have missed the happiness constantly. Younger sister Lin in the Grand View Garden, though the silk clothing jade food of every day, there are attentive soft words of treasured jade, the heart heart of the purple cuckoo knows each other, thinks after all that is full of one one hundred sheets of frosts sword of that wind, the rumors rumor around, sensitive, is it innate cruxes of these women? Do not know whether the ice ten years later is asked one's own such a question bluely many times: Why not listen to the explanation of the small soldier at that time? Why is unable to the desolate heart which become honest and one's own? 
Started from Zhong and met with, lost at last, the time of ten years, only a shadowy dream after all, a joke, then remember a famous saying of Cao Xueqin's again: Have fallen on a a vast expanse of whiteness earth very clean.   
Years are we oldest rivals in love (1)   
Document / ZhuHangJun 
Comment the treatise of arbitrary discussion " ten years " 
" ten years " take love as the thread, take ten years as the background, use the fine and smooth brush stroke in Chinese painting and calligraphy and women's alone different thought feelings, describe the men and women while living circuitously usually, is pursuing the love, enjoy the love, savour life's joys and sorrows of the love and journey true feelings of flowing rhythm. The introductory song one "  Meet again " It is the hint foreshadowing of the love, " I lost you at last " with the ending Echo far away, declare publicly the farewell of ten years of one, will welcome the reunions of ten years of another one after all. 
First, sore spot of writing and life 
Have no story painlessly, even if is only a little joke, let people unable to remember. Success of a novel writing lies in, the writing person's desire evolves from the once life sore spot. This sore spot is opened again as the scar, too as the umbilical cord of memory let you and me feel sources of life. Sore spot of novel " ten year " lie in at protagonist ice blue love 4 times go through, meet again and again and each departure. What the sore spot drew might not be a comedy, even the tragedy, the happy tears that smile at for it and the sadly beautiful tears that cry are all tears for it, leave it together with rolling strongly fragily. No one likes crying, it is because of aching to cry because it is because of loving to ache, the river of the love is too deep, need to look for an export to flow out. 
It is not merely writing, remember for ten years even all one's life of ours, those things staying in our memory, it is the thing letting us feel pain to be too much. For example, that mother dying because of having difficult labour of " ten years ", the sore spot of the ?? life of that woman in black clothing either implies or reveal tomorrow in your works, these will pain us to click not speaking and revealing one's feelings, because you and I are a person encountering the agony in life, we will find the joint of soul. 
This can be compared to and hit vital point, different persons, have similar points, the more important thing is to find it, pitch the needle into it accurately. 
Second, read fall into hydrazine 
Protagonist's ice is blue if it says with Xiao Cheng's reunion it is an accident, it would be better to say it is necessity. Because the ice likes writing bluely and becomes desolately and likes painting, and there must be some to communicate in the place in art in word and picture, sympathetic response their. "I have seen Xiao Cheng's hands, long and thin and sane finger, found generality at last, this is a doctor's hand, and the artist's hands too. The scalpels and painting brushes are originally all tools of art. " ,The ice is blue and loves the small soldier who work out music to meet, it is the same. 
The author, according to arranging a fraud. Irritate, add traffic accident to as one, ice getting blue obstacle memory loss disease, memory of her lose ten year, in this case, destiny has teased, " the small soldier has left, when he leaves, hold that ring in the hand tightly. " , " the ice is so blue as to go to the small soldier's graveyard, she is only the proud and aloof man ?? like watching the snow wolf in photos attentively " . Later, that day when married Xiao Cheng blue for ice, that " died " The small soldier who has gone for a long time only appears at the scene at the behest of supernatural powers. 
In addition, unexpectedly the small soldier is the elder brother of Bei Bei, half elder brother, the ice only thinks bluely herself just looks like a clown in the stage drama in these ten years, always live in the office that others set up. And this office is exactly the author's ingenious overall arrangement, ones that intend give reader one that read to fall into hydrazine according to arranging, can't pull out without reading. 
Third, the silly person's swimming skill is like leaving the flower 
Spoil and see flowers and bloom and fall, but afraid of genesising and also go out in reason. Finish reading that fan's messy feeling thing of " ten years " in the whole text, analyze studying carefully roots, I find it is an affectionate woman boss that protagonist's ice is blue, she pursue one nihility misty things vaguely always '  This kind of thing is unsuitable to air shining under the sunshine sometimes)  ,Then come to move oneself. 
This " affectionate " Difficult to weigh, can pass judgement on half-and-half. Hate affectionately and vacantly from ancient times, it may be the best good medicine forgotten to be and affectionate, because " forget the painful method is to make new agony, forget a person's best method is to try to accept another person. " It is a person loving characters to love the so-called art that the ice is blue, this point is destined she to be more fragily, lonelily, painfully than common people, even extreme, such a woman is only beautiful, can't permit the flaw, it is this her individual character not perfect, pursue in thistles and thorns clump of love right away, become grieved. Then, she has gone through four men - -Su Yang, small soldier, tall and erect and just the same as before, Xiao Cheng. Then, the end of a section of emotion, just the next section of heart-broken songs of continuing, it has been decayed four times that the flower of her love has been held for four times. 
Then, am I thinking, why can not her love be faithful to husband till death? If her ice is blue it is not that the ice is blue, but the tall and erect still woman just like that of the wife of picture, perhaps the final result of the story is not like this. Certainly, the novel is a novel after all, how there must be a dramaticism, ice each blue feeling is exactly a song play, she says in this way: Life perform for others to see, perform and watch oneself too like the play. All props, including love of play, but fond dream want lines of deep mark row among others' heart, originally. It's a pity she is affectionate it is not a good knife, cut constantly, it is messy yet to pay attention to. 
The cloud of a language: It is spent that silly swimming skills of people are like falling, to the end if the square county magistrate is rough. 
Fourth, dissect love and marriage 
Sometimes, you in the novel are not you, I in the novel am not me, all of us are living except novel, and the novel stems from life again, the novel which breaks away from life is not the good novel. " ten year " parts of love story-book, textbook too, have much to love to life precise out-of-the-way original opinion in the article, the wise thinking is strong, easy to understand. The characters, living beneficially to the love, give to somebody's church, this point is very important. 
"God come to save common people, he broadcast sowing difficulty and grief extensively just, let people grow up in tempering, then open the happy flower in grief. " One that is with Su Yang is met at the beginning, became the blue flower in the heart of ice, in full bloom secretly. The innocent and simple love does not have an evil one, " I am carrying a secret like this, just the fox of the love such as that inside of " little prince ", he comes to like the color of the wheat field because of liking little prince, I come to like the boring system engineering lesson because of coming to like a person. " This is loving the true string sound, this is that love that loves is dark and room.   
Years are we oldest rivals in love (2)   
"I am in unrequited love with this secret of Su Yang's, I can share all girls with me while telling that. " This describes the selfishness of the love indirectly, can believe to mail to read. 
"Some things, are used to and can not get rid of as the drugs. " , " have things, it is unsuitable to air shining under the sunshine. " , " but the man always can intrude upon in an opponent's defence in an appropriate way when being appropriate, need only a word can touch soft rib to get me, and the compromise for it. " , " attention fine and smooth tenderness tall and erect, in my view, seem, born, take, let down woman. " In all these for apt word added to clinch the point,for after document make foreshadowing is blue in the capacity of a third party to write ice, with married man's tall and erect inevitable love online, can not have a sentimental attachment for during that time, betray, give vent to and to be exposed to the light finally, evaporate like soap bubble. 
"Two things that the men are most afraid, first, the wife is unable to master, second, the lover begins conscientiously. A kind of mood swayed by considerations of gain or loss, will force the man leave, what he wants is wholehearted. " This is reason that Xiao Cheng and ice divorce bluely. 
"It is neither a series of development too nor for the life one in marriage must through one house school,comprehend only by going through can it. There are too many forks in life, a choice will change all one's life, and choose to represent ?? of giving up " This is feeling regarding between the gain and loss. 
Fifth, deserve the reason of praise 
Refer to ice only pieces of idealism and emotional in nature child too in the article, destined to be injured constantly. But she is still reason, reflect it in meeting and farewell of each emotion. 
When the ice is blue to long for only at first, the appearance of the small boat is only a false appearance, thinks of taking this opportunity to help Bei Bei and Su Yang then the ice is blue. She expects, it is smooth that the heart should die completely, it is happy that she wants Bei Bei, yes, she mustn't cry, we can't shed tears for a kindhearted decision. Because it is a kind of virtue to dare to give up on the emotion, because the friendship is noble too. Ice blue and when the tall and erect departure still, still can little to can sit down in coffee house in a friendly way with wife Zhuo. It is still can the calm as soldiers light after being the blue to get married in ice in the face of. Especially she and Xiao Cheng in final divorce, so calm, as a lot of couple are this quarrel just like that. 
The end of a marriage is of common occurrence. Legally, it is named " divorces " ; In life, we let it " say good-bye " . All the same thing. 
But I also want to say "  Say good-bye " ,Because of one "  Say good-bye " ,The ones that can dilute and divorce are painful and awkward, can imply tolerance and blessing of both sides, can also display mutual character and realm. Because " say good-bye " Although is a kind of farewell, it is mostly one kind " good-bye" . 
Yes, we " say good-bye " in praise Just to "  Divorce " And speech, just unwilling " divorce " It is so cruel to make, just unwilling to deny over and refuse the future completely completely - -Though we are very distinct, " say good-bye " Helpless. Just this is painful and helpless, belong to and can't avoid in any case. 
Since this piece painful helpless to can't avoid why leave as many as possible happiness we in any case, leave and overstate and sharpen the unhappiness in the past artificially? 
Yes, we must acknowledge we saw clearly the not conforming of each other's personality at last, we once made it hard for this, ones that made great efforts in reason were adjusted difficultly rightly. But regrettable, it is that the disposition does not conform that the disposition does not conform to, it will not be often controlled by reason, it is here essentially "  Natural " Or is called " the natural instincts " . 
Yes, we must admit we are too right to succeed in difficult adjusting, torment each other together instead of every day - -Though it is unwilling how we are, not so good as ?? and say good-bye. 
Enumerate and enumerate, is not as good as the novel topic " ten years " in the end Two words come succinctly and distinctly. And no matter it disorderly to or not, charge what of pen carelessly so as one article, include, abandon product regard as disconnected chapter or incomplete section too, must consider, give it one tail anyhow. To " ten years ", this works, I can't talk about it rashly anyhow only according to the experience, I can only say it is deep and serious, deep and serious like ten years; Can not say the tragedy in final result of the story, because it is only that one is far from being serious destiny. To love, we can not be eternal victors, we have been seeking, striving for on the road yet all the time, it is honoured though defeated even if frustrated. Because whom we are really defeated by is not someone, but defeated by years, because years are our oldest rivals in love, we resist only with ten years again and again, resist!   
Lose the trap in the emotion   
Gentle / silly and lovely 
Comment the novel of arbitrary discussion " ten years " 
This is that one describes novel that woman's emotion went through. The woman protagonist ice of the novel is blue, is an ultra realist. She has gone through several pieces of different " taste " in the emotion life full of thistles and thorns for more than ten years Man,love, hate, don't, from,finally it is still the friendless. Her love and marriage undoubtedly fail. 
The ice in the works of the author pursues the ideal love bluely and fanatically, wish eagerly to encounter the passion, wish eagerly love, but reality merciless, ideal thing, once dissolve into cruel reality, she make ideal pottery crush bump into with great concentration. 
It is misty and difficult to exist that this kind loves. Not only has in life amidst flowers and in the moonlight, not only palpitate with excitement, not only there are keen competitions, and it is dull to have boiled water or one pot of bowls wooden dipper spoons. Several men of the emotion entanglement takes place with the ice bluely: Clever, idealize with the ice blue and with similar quality and tall and erect and just the same as before, male genital's just, sexy, little soldier of the passion, rich, have no ambience, like boiled water Xiao Cheng who may rely on. 
By the look of these men's individual, the ice has really liked mediating that illusory ultra and realistic simulation together of them three's characteristic bluely. Still talked tall and erectly just as the novel: "The ice is blue, your characters have too deep potentiality, just you do not show it easily. And you pieces of idealism and emotional in nature child too, destine, take, injure constantly. " "Say tall and erectly, you should be a woman going to pinch the pottery, there is such potentiality in temper. " The novel has portrayed several men appearing in the blue life of ice vividly with women's characterized fine and smooth, sensitive visual angle, thought distinct, individual character outstanding, make these man grow place of birth show forth in one's writing while being living. 
In actual life, such a personage as blue as the ice exist objectively, but few, emotional life its with lonely ending up finally. However, just because there are few such people, explain a very deep question worthing thinking: Love having lofty ideals in the world? Is it really wrong to pursue the ideal love or ideal man? 
There is such a woman at my side, beautiful, clever, romantic, literature is very tall in training, she pursues the pure and beautiful love, thirsts for the passion, though she is not an extroverted person. Every person similar to blue and such ice is not all women with export-oriented personality, but their heart is the volcano that burn, though can not find out from surface. However, the love of the romantic type is transient or does not exist, as time goes on, all will return to reality eventually. We can't help asking: Or once passion cool, come down as being romantic, enter into, after the besieged city, bring what is a of both sides one? Belong to dully? The grave of love? The fact proves, the ideal is an ideal after all, reality is the reality, you can face reality. The emotion is lost in the lust. Making excessive demands excessively to lust, regard lust as all of emotional life, the main reason that the blue emotion of ice fail. Is the question to clarify what position lust is occupied in human life on earth? This is a starting point of a question. 
According to view of historical materialism, there are two kinds of human activities in production: "On one hand the means of livelihood i.e. food, clothes, house and essential to this tool production; On the other hand it is the people's own production, the ones that planted multiplied. " Production of mankind itself can depend on other external force, what is called " God make people " , " Nukua mends it "  All just unfounded mythologies. The production of mankind itself can only rely on the human sexual instinct to be the combination of man and woman. Then the attraction, requirement of the sex, sexual love of the sex have been produced, develop. Famous writer Yu Dafu has said: "The middle all sorts of lust, the most powerful, shake our internal life directly, feeling that wants that it is easy. In all instincts, the life to us is the most dangerous and thing most important thing is instinct again at the same time. The love, sexual desire, get married, this treble difficulty is really three kinds of circulation dances of our human destiny. " 
Since lust occupy so high status among human life, how then deal with or how to put " the position " in a correct place It is the question that every normal person must face. Sexual love, friendship, sympathy, responsibility, who who does it give up own spirit serious? Simple, harsh, the highest view or idealizing the lust of lust, it is that ice a kind of blue spirit of protagonist is lacked in the novel, the main reason that the ice is blue and is mauled in emotional life too. 
The language of the novel is only beautiful, the structure of the novel is more rational, especially two kinds of assumptions of the latter half, leave reader the space imagined. Women author's careful style of painting and handwriting that observe and derail, has increased many and bright and beautifully and freshly. Novel description in sexual love implicit, whom yardstick hold very kind, there is no obscene feeling at all, it is exactly the assurance of this kind of yardstick, just really demonstrate sexual desire is true and only beautiful. Narration and personage in the novel describe and is better than the scene of writing, in fact the disposition of scenery and personage is always closely bound up, if is adding more pen and ink in the description of the scenery, combine with personages' emotion, mood together, its result will be better. 
Can know from the novel: Control the desire feeling of all protagonist's spirit, one is single love, one is disconnected and accidental impulse. Such accidental sexual desire is excited while breaking out, make the ice in the novel lose a lot of valuable things bluely, lost the emotion at the same time.     

kissing for the first time

08:46, 5 November 2008 .. Link
I was fragmentary later in the story regarding in accordance with the fragrant and old rifle heard some.
The suitable person that the old rifle has been ever regarded in the unit as the echelon puts to Ruili to do exercises, wine and getting many to go to river swim again one day, in accordance with fragrant to study in the middle school even at that time, she has seen a head falling down from water, she jumps into the river after throwing away the schoolbag, have done after being been pulled to the bank artificial respiration of his very large body through the buoyancy of water.
I half believe, half doubt a bit in this story, one is whether a middle school student possesses such a medical general knowledge, depend on until can swimming true, I experience go to Ruili, later; Second, artificial respiration possesses the result of kissing, it is said a lot of girls can not forget and kiss the first intimate contact person for the first time by oneself, whether that person is an emperor or criminal, but kissing for the first time in accordance with the fragrant artificial respiration that does?
I find any answer, old rifle it turns hostile suddenly to be because I say, depend on fragrant thing with me almost when Ruili, it is a spirit to depend on fragrantly in her eyes, this is what I can feel. Because of spirit, so old rifle give up idea of common customs, he must think oneself experience at the monthly field unsuitable with one god become so or such people in wind. This is my analysis.
I have not received the telephone of the dim light of night, till now all the time.
On June 26 of this year, I go to open up the east stadium specially, am declaring a war to the drugs as a rule there. I really hate the drugs very much, there is not stuff this that there must not be Xiao Wang's wan and sallow unnatural death without old rifle in the world, one idea that I go it has to be to want, recall some I and old thing of rifle in there, he has already frozen in my mind in the the last twinkling of an eye
I participate in the conference to come out the stream of people as a rule as a rule, I get an idea when I came out, I have seen that red Ferrairi, see that has got on the bus gently in dim light of night.
I chase madly furiously. I turn on old that vehicle of rifle wild, I already tired out chase, still, I block, come down red light when passing by May Day crossing, on trace no Ferrairi later on.
Having announced the death penalty of a drug-pedlar in Guangzhou at that day's conference, was that old rifles were once the partners of three times. That person's quantity involved in the case is more than 100 times of the old rifle.
I fail, see face of person that clearly, remember people that old, remember the quantity of the drugs either. How could the dim light of night is gentle to come to participate in such a meeting? Is this the place where I can not understand after repeated thinking?
Later on I give play to my extreme imagination, think that drug-pedlar may have a few relations, or couple, or brother and sister, or father and daughter with her.
I feel a pain when thinking in this way, will remember the old rifle and depend on the fragrant thing, think about that falls asleep.
2,The wind asks me: "Do you finish gentle story? "
"Should finish, do you think you should still have? "
"Certainly should have, you have not explained anything gentle of you and dim light of night yet! "
"Do you think she and I will also have things? "
Why is not there your novel to end up?
"Can end up? Is it a dream at all in case the dim light of night is gentle? In case are you that the dim light of night is gentle? "
You are too hateful!
I accept powder fist of wind grinning, I embrace she later, mouth and she " Lu " of me In.
There must be stories behind, but has already had nothing to do with the dim light of night gently. Who either not to ask about wind, the wind is wind, a person who I love now. 
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The fifth is manic.

06:54, 22 September 2008 .. Link
The fifth is manic.

It is Leather Handbag |Pet Carrier| Leather handbags| Handmade Jewelry not a kind of behavior full of vitality to be manic, it is not a symbol of a kind of appeal, but a kind of false appearance. Have the people of mood act, lack logic and people of planning mostly. Speaking has no depth, only speak of in general terms. Moreover this kind of people does not have a little sense of duty at all, the task given to him is forgotten in an instant, let alone treated conscientiously. It seems on the surface to be the over-ambitious,they but no time can real success, it is one of the extreme mood to be manic. Its intoxication can let people forget how high the sky is and how deep the earth is, even the person having it will lose contact with reality because of such extreme excitement, come to one finally and lose all standing and reputation.

So a person's manic mood can't be ignored, if you want to get happily, must let one's own heart calm down. Can guard against arrogance and impetuosity while meeting the thing, the true one does a good job of every thing, don't because than in thing, don't because the misfortune is little for it.


The sixth is just suspected.

All of us know Shakespeare famous tragedy " Othello ", know women protagonist tongue silk Di of inside that cover with Na how die on earth too? Making him manslaughter the woman protagonist because the man protagonist Othello is being suspicious and suspicious and resentful. This play has portrayed the corrosion of the human nature of suspecting very vividly and deeply. The emotion especially love often makes estrangement because of suspecting, form a partnership the companion has a guilty secret each because of suspecting, part on bad term, and all these reasons are only scarce to communicate.

A series of facts prove, in many aspects, suspect it is unnecessary at all, quite a lot even misunderstand, we will get up suspicious and resentful heart, because both sides lack the frank and sincere exchange frequently, perhaps because there are vilains to sow discord for one's own private interests among them, make both sides all nervous, can't meet either the exchange well. Because these are suspicious and resentful if a lot that succeed on the road are scaled and forded difficultly, make us all pooped out. And this kind is suspicious and resentful may swallow up our whole grand undertaking at any time. So long as we careless, can all that has been achieved has come to nothing, penniless. How unreasonable and full of flaws in fact, so long as we analyze a little, it is easy to find trace suspected, just easy to discover this kind suspicious and resentful actually.

Certainly, suspect that another reason is to lack enough confidence to one's own control ability. It is a kind of behavior with insufficient self-confidence too. So, we want to dispel such suspicious and resentful heart, while improving self-confidence, keep certain trust to others, will catch the chance of all communication. Unless in this way, the we one can have got life true,mood is be real just there is pieces of calm home.

The last one is frightened.

May face failing to produce the frightened reason or the experience not good. The stimulus to a person is too great, sequela has emerged. Whether or a person emerges to some piece of worry with excessive thing frightened. But generally speaking come from the confidence of lacking or feel self-humiliation.

For example, one failure, produce a kind of frightened psychology to match of type this behind participating in one match. Hereafter, just no longer there is courage that participates in any match involved in this kind of activity.

Produce frightened mood without trying every means to control and overcome, will bring much trouble to a person's life job, decline that the probability that will let us succeed too is big. Because there must be a big and small setback on the successful road and fail, will let them produce the frightened psychology and these big and small setbacks fail, make him hang back, pause. Where to have since like this what chances to succeed?

Mood fine and bad to be can speak in a few wordsed, want, go, understand by oneself. Also want oneself to adjust at the time of the necessity. Only real overcoming various the above-mentioned unrational factors, could really gain the good mood.

Note:

Let bad mood declare its own bankruptcy:

The first method: Smiling law.  Try hard to laugh happily. No matter what is met, you had better smile first, can smile very lightly at the beginning, " develop " gradually Get smiles of having one's face covered with, become and laugh heartily afterwards, after you finish smiling at, you will find, all things are very simple. Because can make people's mood optimistic to smile at, even if meeting the bad thing, smiling can let you release the pressure that these things bring to you too.

The second method: Relax France. In the light artistic conception that let one's own soul blow in a kind of sea wind lightly, the gull flies low, like lying on the sweet-smelling meadow seeing the blue sky and white cloud oneself. In accompany own lover stroll of the shine clouds at dusk like oneself, let one's own mood get a kind of incomparable one easily. The experiment proves, these skills can enable the heartbeat quickly and breathe rhythm to slow down, get physical and mental relaxing.

The third method: Design the law in image. That is to say that might as well for a brand-new design plan of oneself in such aspects as clothes, hairdo when you feel blue, decorate it meticulously. This kind of brand-new one "   The image " Not only can strengthen your self-confidence, can make others apter to accept your view and opinion.

The fourth High pressure pumps| Mud pumpsPiston Pumps| Reciprocating Pump| Metering Pumps| Water Injection Pumps method: Calm law. Anything unfortunate that this trick mainly deals with the natural and man-made calamities or the accident, at this time, the most important thing is to keep the composure in appearance, steady. Because all of us know, be infected terrifiedly, and calm and the same.

Like prediction

01:02, 28 August 2008 .. Link
Like prediction of a person's luck in a given year of water

    Flash, a lot of years  

    They at that time Butterfly Brooches| Unique Handcrafted Jewelry| Heart Necklace are on the occasion of youngly, are bringing young boys and girls the hope to the emotion, to nowadays, mirror in a

sorrowful look, people's heart is old too  

    26 years old, have just finished a work. As if the word closes the eyes to delineate in the map at will with the pen, when she opens the eyes, the

nib of destiny has pointed to the ancient city phoenix of western Hunan.

    She leave, go phoenix alone after the one week, there have Shen Congwen soul remaining of Mr. that she revere, there are other style

conditions and customs of the seedling stockaded village, belong to really cultural inside information against the uncut jade, in addition, she did

not know at that time, it is formed that there is her heart of all one's life there  

    Close the eyes, listen to me telling this section of stories.

    Forest as if that word arrive that day, phoenix have kinds of Jia grey Jian, cause for the musical sound of the frost in White Dew. Offer as a gift

and accumulate High pressure pumps| Mud pumpsPiston Pumps| Reciprocating Pump| Metering Pumps| Water Injection Pumps and give somebody one kind with the setting sun and mist-covered waters like the mirage of yesterday all of a sudden in the

ancient town there. A lot of people say Lijiang is the city of the affair, but I think the phoenix in western Hunan is most suitable for performing the

love and a lyrical scene curtain figure for shadow-play in the nostalgic atmosphere.

    She lingers over the person in the melancholy characters, her friend is numerous, but the loneliness of her heart walked back and forth

Buddhism has been unable to go lightly. As if word perturbed and sensitive, walk back and forth Buddha expect it is if disappointed to lose to be

at once disappointed, time just like this ancient town of depths  

    Article is lonely too, have to enable he oneself from the layers of layers of parcel from little mathematics ring of light of talent, though he has

been that  Handmade Earrings| Handmade Jewelry| Beaded Necklaces| Hair Brush a myriad of stars surrounding the moon all the time, though does not lack the person liking to accompany him by him, do not lack and

like to connive at all of his persons. Luo article heart surface satisfied, in remote flourishing city that, there is space which he can spread the wings

and soar, there are persons who loves him. To be wished eagerly in the heart of hearts he, turbulent magma under calm the earth's surface.

    When two same persons meet, there must be stories and happen; When two likewise sensitive and lonely persons wishing eagerly meet, story

that will certainly ache thorough heart, it is miserable and unique if on the ancient ruins of Rome.

    Meet, pass through time space as article and forest as if word Luo as them, time brings great changes to the world, while meeting on the small

bay in a river and river, the evil spirit that they must be deep is puzzled. The phoenix of that day, it is raining heavily, the whole ancient city

seemed extremely desolate, on blue and green slabstone or in the river, only the trace that the rainwater erodes.

    Small bay in a river on it is in the rain last people of two pieces, article with as if word,stand at two sides they respectively, light one's own

festive lantern, immerse among world of man them used to, certainly this is them at the last moment in this life, there is only a person in the

world  

    , in the small   in a river and river left bank, he is on the right bank in the clear cloud inn where the article lives in; As if, in the small bay in a

river and river right bank, she is on the left bank in the inn of Wangcheng where the word lives. After the festive lantern disappears in one's own

sights, two people are on the river stone bridge of small bay in a river, come into unavoidable confrontation. The bridge is actually a block of

stone Handbag Manufacturer| Leather Handbag| Leather Handbag Manufacturer, can only generally take a person abreast, two people stand at the moment of looking at each other on the bridge, the evil spirit that they

must be deep each other is puzzled and misted, who is the quiet and cultured man of this face? Who is this lucid and elegant woman? Old friend

through the whole journey? The agreement of this life of the previous existence?

    It is raining again, two fuzzy people's sight, they remember the bridge that oneself has taken. Two people press close to gradually in the rain,

forest as if word afraid of water innately, small bay in a river river too because of heavy rain turbulent to pour at this moment, ,when they go to

the same block of stone, she will never dare to step one step forward. I wonder if it is time that has been stopped, or two people's heart solidifies

at the same time. The rain is heavier and heavier, as if the word heart is horizontal, goes on the block of stone, the article even goes on the bridge

at this moment. Two pieces of shade are nearer and nearer in the rain scene far away  

    "The handle Office design  Interior design is given to me. " He says look, how succinct. She has just cast a look at him and stretched out hands, his hands are pale and slender,

strengthen strongly. They are dejected equally in the eyes, what tacit understanding.  He is shaking hands with her closely, fastens the body, let

this person seeming to have met before pass by, the back is a surging river.

    Are there the ensuing chapters? They are that strangers brushing past like this are still   ? Article Luo know, forest as if word know I, do not

know either.

    What I knew is that they appear at the bar at mid-night at the same time. Article Luo forest as if word, already in there, hand of her whether

one cup " feel dejected " go, ,She is sobing faintly, sight is circulated on the small bay in a river and river during the night. It is innate to be

sentimental, could be untied if there must be likewise innate persons or things  

    Article Luo select one seat to face window sit down even, waiter send one cup color misted liquid here. He is used to lonelily. He lived inside the

mathematics kingdom alone in a lot of years, someone cares about him, but lack someone and understand him. Mathematics needs his enough

loneliness Fashion Handbag Manufacturer| Pet Carrier Leather handbags to think that make mathematical calculations too, he is accompanied by oneself when being more, accompanied by one's own

imagination, is not like today  

It is just white enough how to make up in summer

12:44, 20 June 2008 .. Link
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Birth and development of the bar code

08:16, 22 May 2008 .. Link
Birth and development of the bar code

?          The technology Plastic zipper of bar code was evolved from the twenties of the 20th century first, were born in the laboratory of Westinghouse, invented by John Kermode.

?          In 1949, just there are records of the omni-directional bar code symbol of Norm Woodland and Bernard Silver invention in the patent documentation.

?          With LED '  LED)  ,The constant development of microprocessor and laser diode, welcome the peak of development and application of bar code, people call that "  Bar code worker  The family property " .

 

2,Professional concept of the bar code

?          The bar code is the mark that one arranged by a group of rules, empty and corresponding character make up, " one " Mean lower part to the reflecting rate of light, " empty " Mean higher part to the reflecting rate of light, these information of one and empty data that make up with certain expression, can read-in with particular apparatus, change compatible with computer binary scale and the decimal system message. Usually to Apparel Accessories every kind of article, its code is the only one, to ordinary one-dimensional bar code, establish the corresponding relation of bar code and goods information through the database, when the data of the bar code are passed to the computer, the application program on the computer operates and deals with the data. So, the ordinary one-dimensional bar code is only regarded as and discerned information in the course of using, its meaning is realized through drawing corresponding information in the database of the computer system. 

?           The technology of the bar code is that one produced and developed in application of computer and practice is applied to the commerce extensively, automatic recognition technology in fields such as the postal service, taking care of books, storage, controlling, traffic of industrial production process,etc., it has a lot of advantages, so occupy the important position in nowadays automatic recognition technology.

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-Gather the amount of information largely.

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The safe fist is practised like this

05:56, 6 May 2008 .. Link
The safe fist is practised like this
   The physical stamina that the safe fist is traditional trains the method to be to shoulder the sand hill and run. mp4 speakers Climb and jump with the frog. The boxers all wrap the sand not of uniform size on the leg and on the waist before training, shoulder a heavy task in order to increase. So train for a long time, will obtain strong strength and endurance. Though this is that classical Wushu trains the method in China, there are few practitioners. It is each boxing coach's required course in Thailand. Tony want, tie up 20 kilograms of sand hills run 3000 meters in body every day while training the safe fist, the frog jumps 400 meters. No wonder he has so quick a skill and remakable physical power on screens. 
   It is the biggest weapon of safe fist lethality to sweep away and play. For practise if like to sweep leg axe, besides playing and hitting the sand bag boxer, will play and hit the trunk frequently, in order to increase and sweep the strength of penetrating of the leg. Though a lot of personages of Wushu circle criticize this kind of white silk law for not enough for science ing, its validity has already been verified by the extremely high knocking down rate of Thai boxer. Tony want finish 400 or more times at banana tree sweep leg train every day. He is angry in Naha on the screen the sheer one sweeps the leg and is practised like this. He is often by sweeping the leg and knocking down rivals, certainly this composition with performance directly. But if he impacts with all strength by sweeping the leg like on the fist platform, the rival is afraid it is not merely a question knocked down. Tony can play the stick which breaks girth of 15 centimetres iPhone Skin by sweeping the leg, its lethality is thus clear. 
Knee law is a main weapon of the close combat next to the skin of safe fist. The boxer can send out the knee to knock into to various angles, catch on rival's shank and knock into rival's head with knee Meng with both hands sometimes, soar, jump up Meng hit, the might is surprising sometimes. Tony hits unconsciously only with the rival that the knee will be much stronger than oneself in the film, the true embodiment of the knee law lethality. Tony has a big sand bag more than 100 kilograms in weight. This sand bag mainly knocks into preparing the knee besides usedding for practising sweeping the leg. He can one knee hit, afford to bump against sand bag often. Hit at flesh and blood suffer, the consequence can be well imagined. The work star Li Lianjie has acknowledged Tony as master too, has mainly learn this Memory Card all-conquering knee law from himmed. 


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